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i made it until 7:30 yesterday.
goddamnit. I fail at everything i do.
I starting over today, with the lemonade, hopefully that will help
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So just incase anyone is wondering, the cleansing "lemonade" consists of this:
1 cup of water
2 tbsp of 100% organic maple syrup
2 tbsp of lemon juice
a pinch of cayenne pepper
and what i do is two glasses a day.
and besides that you can have water.
i'm doing this until monday.
last time i did it, i lost about 2lbs (give or take) a day.
so hopefully i'll loose 10lbs.
or close to it.
I just can't binge afterwards.
I can't be week.
edit:
so i'm not going to do the lemondade thing, because i'm afraid i'll get the shits, which didn't happen last time but still. so i'm just gonna fast. they say the first day is the hardest right? i hope my mom doesnt bring me home pizza
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alright, starting tomorrow i'm doing this cleansing thing until monday.
i did it before and as long as i dont binge at the end, i'll lose a good amount.
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| I am PMSing as fuck!
this is so bad.
ima start a fast really fucking soon.
like tonight.
probs wednsday til i feel to weak to do anything
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done slacking off.
i think my dad's finally ordering the treadmil soon which will be the love of my life.
fasting for a while. i need to. i need to say no to food.
i'm gonna avoid the cafeteria tomorrow and sit outside and read instead.
i need support people :]
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i'm gonna try to make it to monday or longer. but i'll be happy with sunday.
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